rotting from the outside in. The Last Hope. (Goodbye)

what a new world this is
quiet and cold
i dont feel what i have become
not enough energy in me to stay alive
mentally struggling, my heart screams apathy
no one out there to relate to me
so quiet i feel my nerves struggle for a sense of some anarchy
what wings i have on my back
a faith behind my every step
no thought of humanity
where have all the people gone?
all of the good souls?
wished i didnt feel so alone
on this battle ground i am the last fight
rescue me as im reaching out for you
deny me and ill leave quietly with the songs you left for me
im feeling sick as my immune system weakness
at my collapse
oh what a terrible collapse this is
my legs give out from underneath me
the struggling gets worse as im holding onto my own reflection
remembering who i was
and all i remember is pain
i love the love, i lost the will to fight
my mind goes off wondering and im left with this body that was created for me
i live in this room and i feel myself going insane
is this the insanity in which everyone drowns in?
my sorrows take over my eyes
i feel myself letting go
O' God is there still time? save me.
my legs give out, my arms give out, my body gives out
save me.
now it soaks in me and it is here
what has become of this.
and now the depression begins.
i lost the will to fight, nothing exists to me, not even myself.